despite my increasing desire for a new relationship now that ive healed i STILL for some reason refuse to interact with others for longer than 5 minutes. i have like 2 potential love interests, 1 of which i could move in with, another whos just good to hang out with but
theyre hideous
ugly as fuck
literally 1 looks like he snuck on earth and the other is an alcoholic drifter whos just.. not my type, i swear hes got permanent moonface or some shit
however, i attempted to push down my judgemental qualities and MAN it jus doesnt stop getting worse 💔💔💔
moonface guy is an absolute shitstain (for reasons i will not elaborate on.. im not gonna trauma dump everything lolll what kind of person would i be doing such a thing)
and the ugly one is just... ugly (downright cryptid level ugly) and too normalÂ
normal in the sense that i KNOW we wouldnt work longterm. i need to be worshipped like a god and have my partner spend almost every waking moment with me yet he is too understanding of personal space and boundaries. i would either cheat on him or just break up as soon as i feel mildly disrespected and thats like,,, not very fair
at this point i may download a dating app đź’”
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sandwich
You shouldn’t be with either of them because of yourself, not because of them
nahhh its cause of them for sure
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Dagoth Ur
It sounds like some of these issues might be rooted with yourself, perhaps take some time off from the dating scene to try to find out what you really want and more importantly why.
they are
️ thank u for your input
but i will not
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