This makes more sense if you read my previous blog. It's almost funny how you remember everything once you start actually thinking about it. Otherwise, it's just a blur. I'm sure you can relate. Or, can you? There was that one time when I first tried to end it all. Thirteen years old, or so. He found out about it when I was venting to a friend of mine about it, expressing why I was so goddamn depr... » Continue Reading
I don't care if nobody reads this. I'm only writing this for myself. I just need to get some things off my chest that have been weighing me down. This is the story of my life. I learned a year or so ago that I was a surrogate child (with the surrogate mother's DNA), which my parents, who, I must admit, are quite old, never bothered to mention. I don't know how I feel about it. But it sort of hurts... » Continue Reading
I'll be honest, I have never really vented much to anyone. I have always been the therapist friend ever since I was about ten years old. I don't regret anything at all about it. I can proudly say that I have helped over 400 people get over mental health issues, such as depression, suicial thoughts, anxiety, etc. And I'd do it all over again without hesitation. But my own feelings have been piling ... » Continue Reading
I was just going through recently posted blogs, and I come across at least ten different separate postings of photos of self harm along with quite disturbing comments and titles, such as n@zi supporting, etc. I just want to know - what do you get from posting things like that? How could this possibly benefit you? I used to go through relapses and do things like that way back when (got better), but... » Continue Reading
I know that a lot of people are struggling with mental health issues. And I want you to know that it's okay to feel this way. We all go through it, whether you believe it or not. Some more than others. I may be some random person on the internet, but I'm proud of you. Very proud of you - you've come so far. It'll be okay, just hang in there. I promise that there will be light at the end of the tun... » Continue Reading
so first there was this absolutely utterly wonderful kid, we're gonna call him... joe. Yeah, joe sounds great. Don't ask why, ion even know why I chose that. Anyway. This kid deadass woke up and CHOSE VIOLENCE. he tots didnt start smacking people and punching another kid in the face (these kids are like under 10 so dw not old enough for juvie » Continue Reading