!TW! for my ideas on s*x and sexuality. I will be referring to it as "doing it" as an attempt to not get this post taken down. I just need to tell someone about this. Idk what it is but the idea of doing it with someone scares me. Ever since I was a kid I knew I was bisexual. But not that I'm in high school and more people are normalizing doing it I've been doubting my ability to have relationship... » Continue Reading
baby deer The wallaby was definitely my favorite I got a great picture of these lemurs. They were trying to clean each other and were confused why everyone was looking at them lmaooo White fox. He looked so hot :( » Continue Reading
Ever since I started taking art seriously, I have always been hard on myself. In fact, what made me even get into art was jealousy. I wasn't really good at anything as a kid. I couldn't jump rope, cartwheel, swim, do sports, hoola hoop. So my goal became to become better at art than my friends. As I got older I became harder on myself. My only hobby was drawing. No, my only purpose was drawing. W... » Continue Reading
Maybe it's just me but whenever I realize my mental health is improving, I feel this sense of dread. I think it's because depression was all I knew for a long time. I don't do well with change, so not crying so often might be uncomfortable for me. I also just like how raw sadness is. It feels good to cry for some reason. or maybe its because it makes me feel more interesting. Like obviously it fe... » Continue Reading
Jellyfish are so interesting to me because I can't understand the idea of a living creature without a brain. All they have is neurons. I don't necessarily believe in a certain god so I still question the meaning of life. I wonder what their purpose is. They don't have emotions, they can't see or hear. The only sense they really have is detecting light and touch. Realistically they are probably jus... » Continue Reading