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Category: Life
It has come to my attention that not everyone has come across all the resources that I have and may be in need of them. So, th e following is a compilation of websites useful for various issues. If you have any recommendations of more resources, please let me know Navigating the Net » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I've been procrastinating. Not only in writing this post, but also in reflecting. This past August tenth marked one year since Brutter's death. I remember going to sleep that night wondering if my body somehow would relive the event. Waking up suddenly just as the sky was beginning to light up. The burst of adrenaline sending me to my feet running. The denial. The confusion. The desperation. The g... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I am tired. I hate how we were treated. I hate how we continue to be treated by police. I made an effort. I spoke about what happened, even though I want to forget about everything. I even made a GoFundMe for the body cam footage fees. But I'm tempted to just delete the fundraiser and forget about the footage. I just don't have the energy to do anymore. I don't want to promote the fundraiser or th... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
"I'm leaving this country." As a so-called American, that's a statement I've often heard growing up and hear even more now in light of the recent political climate. I myself had grown up wishing to move to a different country. I fantasized about faraway lands cloaked in mist and mystery to me. Maybe somewhere in Europe. Maybe the British Isles. Maybe Russia. But for the entirety of my teenage exis... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm experimenting with a different method of journaling. I'm attempting to use more storytelling elements. Not narrative elements, but rather, utilizing a fictional story to convey my thoughts and emotions. I'm not thrilled with this piece. It reminds me thaf I need a lot more practice, lol. Lately, I've been feeling untethered. Like I am a balloon tied to nothing but a ribbon, held in the careles... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
What I've always loved about this life, is the simplicity. The slow mornings outside, away from the hustle and bustle. Being able to observe the brown voidness of winter slowly turn into spring brimming with green. It all makes it easier for me to be more present in the moment, to truly feel like a piece of the world around me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
How do you live with the grief? A longing so heavy you struggle to stand. How do you live with the guilt? Missing sleep because you slept in when it mattered most. All you can do is sing, and hope your voice reaches the heavens. All you can do is dance, and pray every step brings you closer to the day of your reunion. All you can do is tell their story over and over and over, terrified you'll los... » Continue Reading
Category: Travel and Places
The storm has just passed. There was potential for a tornado, but as I suspected, one had not formed. Still, the rain was heavy. Too heavy for a tarp. Which is why I thank the fates who crossed our paths with family. Family we've not seen in years, nor expected to see here. We're housed up now in a chilly basement room. Sprawled out on the bed bathed in grey light spilling in through the windows. ... » Continue Reading
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