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Sunday, April 13, 2025 - 12:38 AM i think i eat too much sugar. if i went to the doctor and they told me i was pre-diabetic or had diabetes i wouldn't be surprised and honestly i don't think that would stop me. i'm here for a good time, not a long time, as i've heard people say and i like to say myself. i think things are better. there is love in my heart again but there is stress in my head. i ca... » Continue Reading
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Friday, April 11, 2025 - 2:17 AM today at work my coworker asked me if i was bullied when i was a kid. she told me that a "dope ass" personality like mine was always the product of severe bullying as a kid. maybe so. i was verbally, emotionally, and physically abused as a kid. is that product of abuse why people like me? the next few weeks will be hell for me. so so so busy. i realize i have been ... » Continue Reading
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Saturday, April 5 2025 - 2:36 AM i'm terrified of throwing up. seeing someone else do it, me doing it. i hate it. i once had a nightmare where i watched my friend vomit all of his organs up. it scared me awake and made me cry. i feel like throwing up. i feel like i am alone. i'm surrounded by friends and i feel so isolated. "see you at 2:30 tomorrow", and i'm at work again, tired. i just paid rent... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
tuesday march 25, 2025 - 2:04 AM there was a time in my life where all i could feel was profound loneliness. my formative adolescent years were consumed with what was, to me, the knowledge that i was not loved. no angst. just the numb acceptance that i was truly alone in the world i inhabited. strangers, all but myself. like roaming a desert, surrounded by cacti: they do not speak and when i appro... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
tuesday march 25, 2025 - exactly midnight i decided to create this account on this site for a couple reasons. the aesthetic of this site is so.. time capsule. i wish every website were like this. i also needed a place to speak into the void. i'm surrounded by people - people at work, so many friends.. i need a space in my life where no one knows me. i'm using a different name. i'll never tell anyo... » Continue Reading
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