What I don't have

It's crazy when people say that find comfort in family or friends. What are you! A ball of joy! All I ever do is think back and forth, what should I do! Well maybe just sit down and rethink your damn choices! What I don't have, what the hell is that title! It holds no meaning just like myself, but who even has a reason to keep going! Aren't,t we all just some fleshy cogs in society! People who have a clear goal in their life, I've never seen them before! Just a word to write in the blank, nothing more! I though we couldn't,t choose! And whatever we got, we have to be greatful for it or else you are a selfish person! Will I even be alive or same once that opportunity comes to me, will I ever remember what I wrote here!