Holy shit it's so much worse I CBA to recap read my last blog entry if you're curious She compared me to a Nazi, said I listen to an Iron Age Sex Slave Manual, I just fucking can't with her Why can't I just leave this damn friendship? Why the fuck did I have to get so close to her? Why did I become so unhealthily attatched? The poison tastes like candy and I keep drinking it even though it's killi... » Continue Reading
I can no longer see the beauty in religion For some context, I have a very religiously eclectic upbringing, for starters: My mother is Roman Catholic and my father was a Southern Baptist (they didn't get along religiously at all, he would yell at her when she came home from mass and pour her holy water down the sink) I was sent to a non-denomination/evangelical/charismatic church growing up I have... » Continue Reading
I can't stand the idea of getting older. I turned 20 3 weeks ago and I feel so strange. First off, I'm autistic so I get infantilized a lot which sucks, but second I feel like I should have so much more done at this point, I feel like I should have a relationship, an unrestricted driver's license, be in higher education, etc. I've been looking through different profiles looking for friends and I s... » Continue Reading