hellooo !! i’m bea … it’s not my first time around something like this, i suppose (avid moviestarplanet player back in 2018) but i’m very out of the loop on things like this… i guess this is a sort of intro ? i was brought on here thanks to one of my dear friends and lately i’ve gotten very creative urges to write aft » Continue Reading
social death is one of my biggest fears. i'm scared to be in my mid 20s with no friends around, with nobody to talk to. i know it's unrealistic: unless i do some BIG mistake, i know i won't lose my friends in a day's matter. that's what i hope, at least. but it doesn't make it any better when i'm aware my circle isn't that big to begin with: all my friends are my closest friends, somewhat. as a c... » Continue Reading
one of the biggest issues i’ve faced in recent years is the fact i yearn for things that don’t exist, don’t happen and won’t happen. for the longest time i saw myself as a hopeless romantic - yearning for something, a concrete idea of love that i wanted to fulfil. this idea fell short, when i in fact noticed i had nothing to yearn for, nobody to yearn for, and that my small dream of living “the pe... » Continue Reading