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Category: Blogging
hellooo !! i’m bea … it’s not my first time around something like this, i suppose (avid moviestarplanet player back in 2018) but i’m very out of the loop on things like this… i guess this is a sort of intro ? i was brought on here thanks to one of my dear friends and lately i’ve gotten very creative urges to write aft » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
summer is ending soon. i turn 18 next month. and i couldn't be more done with this year. not that i particularly hated it. i didn't, i've had years that were far worse and still traumatise me to this day. but... i turn 18 next month. i feel like i completely spaced out my entire adolescence. i was just 12 yesterday. my 17th year of living managed to be the hardest one yet. my childhood is ending s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i don’t know if it’s puberty talking but i feel like i live my life out of place. for some reason, i have never really felt the same as other people. like i wasn’t meant to be here? as if im something else simply controlling a body that i have to call mine to fit in with other people. i’m human. i know i am. i have flesh, blood, bones. feelings i don’t want to feel, emotions i yearn for and experi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
8 billion people and we’ve found each other. — a thought that will always amuse me. we could’ve met different people, we could’ve met in different points of our lives, we could’ve never met at all. but somehow, we did meet. maybe something bigger is at play here. perhaps destiny? maybe i was destined to find you and you were destined to find me; maybe the stars were aligned to make us cross our pa... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
growing up, i’ve always had a knack for drawing. it wasn’t something that particularly interested me, really. i picked it up because i had fun doodling, because it secluded me to a world that wasn’t the one around me. people often complimented me on it: saying i had a gift, that i was talented. i could never agree; my skills being rather average, knowing there were people out there who really had ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
the ones who don't dream are the dead. dreams are what moves us forward. honestly speaking, i have no dreams at all. zero. nothing. nada. i can't tell you why, really. perhaps because the child in me died a long time ago, and that child took her dreams with them. nobody gave me the want to dream, nobody gave me the art of dreaming. nothing in me wanted to dream. a lie, really. i used to have dream... » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
derivative from a conversation i had with a friend. something that will always manage to irk me is the inevitable fact that mlm media will always be more popular than that of wlw. not that i particularly dislike mlm media, but i don’t go out of my way to consume it. in my honest opinion, there is only one answer as to why mlm media is more popular in the long run: because of female consumers. not ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
it really is mysterious the way time passes. so slow, yet so fast. never stopping for anyone - we blink and we miss the best moments, as we stay stuck in the hardest for decades. and just as time is mysterious, it’s intriguing as how we stay stuck in a moment for so long we base our entire lives off of it. how the smallest, (in)significant thing is able to mould our entire personality and set us f... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
social death is one of my biggest fears. i'm scared to be in my mid 20s with no friends around, with nobody to talk to. i know it's unrealistic: unless i do some BIG mistake, i know i won't lose my friends in a day's matter. that's what i hope, at least. but it doesn't make it any better when i'm aware my circle isn't that big to begin with: all my friends are my closest friends, somewhat. as a c... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
one of the biggest issues i’ve faced in recent years is the fact i yearn for things that don’t exist, don’t happen and won’t happen. for the longest time i saw myself as a hopeless romantic - yearning for something, a concrete idea of love that i wanted to fulfil. this idea fell short, when i in fact noticed i had nothing to yearn for, nobody to yearn for, and that my small dream of living “the pe... » Continue Reading
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