I think programming or rather "reprogramming " my brain to view the world in a less combative manner will help me. My inclination towards the "ought to" vs "is" perspective makes me more and more depressed. Not to say I plan on having a defeated attitude b » Continue Reading
I slept super late last night because I started playing Genso Manege (its an otome game (dating sim aimed towards women))!!! I managed to finish Crier's Amour Route and that writing was lowkey fire but............ my body was so mad at me for passing out at 3am orz. My bf has also been worried about me sleeping so late. I have to avoid screens past like 10pm or I will go insane I fear orz. Journal... » Continue Reading
Personal Identity has been weighing heavy on my mind since forever. I think I have grown used to the growing pains of the human experience at least I think so until a new and hard to navigate social experience presents itself to me. But for now I think I am very comfortable in my skin the only thing I find to be difficult for me to truly understand these days is how to reconcile the fact that I am... » Continue Reading