"It's true, I ate it"
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I just had a can of sardines. They were delicious. I feel like a stray thing, walking around, eating fish out a can. My hair is messed up and my clothes have been through some stuff. I need to learn to jump and land better, my knees don't like whatever this is. A couple coopers hawks circle around the top of the psychology graduate building. They look big and fluffy. It's chilly out. Was 13 degre... » Continue Reading
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06:18 Eggs, meat, cheerios, and fish, pomegranate and blueberries, it's all coming together. I feel hot when it's hot out, though i still occasionally feel too cold. I awaken with wakefulness. It's all coming together strangely fast. I have grown to be 5'11 now. My limbs fall asleep with concerning ease, but that must be connected to my chronically, painfully stressed heartbeat. I haven't been ven... » Continue Reading
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Many people have alternate intentions to what they seem to be doing. When they bother me a particular much, they are doing it a particular lot. Me and bob went out for ice cream. I knew he would want to pay. I knew he will at least not have any problem paying. So, while running of to charge my phone after ordering, of course, he paid. And I expected it. I almost planned for it. And for some well-k... » Continue Reading
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hanging out at kean. Sat in a random hallway in a building neighboring my beloved science building. Charged all my devices. I felt cold by the 6th hour, so I went out to seven eleven and got myself a hot coffee. Saw cops on my way there. On my way back, I decided to stay in the science building. I went up to the third floor, but my seat is dirty and the fire alarm is blinking red. My coffee-fille... » Continue Reading
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21:08 I might not need my accomidations anymore, really. Ive done all my homework on time, emailed everyone I needed to email. Never exploded in a class or really needed extra help. Sometimes I'll take a five minute break in my three hour lecture class. That's about it. School is easy when you're being treated like a person. Bob came over today. We ate instant noodles and I watched him struggle wi... » Continue Reading
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I bleed it out digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper just to throw it away just to throw it away, just to throw it away, i bleed it out I've opened up these scars I'll make you face this I've pulled myself so far I'll make you face this now The chorus has a very nice rhythm in the words. The Ts and the Ds and the Gs ... » Continue Reading
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9/11 yesterday a trump dude got assassinated I'm irritable. Extremely so. Sniffling noises bother me again, and they bother me deeply. I'm enraged. My father was trying to talk to me about my shoe choice. I don't know why they're going into my room to look at my shoes. That's not cool. I left. For breakfast, a plate of four tiny, disturbingly dry microwave pancakes drenched in syrup was waiting fo... » Continue Reading
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A chinese dude, probably an exchange student, came up to me asking for an iphone charger. Then bro proceeded to ask me if my eyes are natural and told me that they're really pretty, like the green sky in the evening, and like my hair. He says he's never seen green eyes before. I don't know when the sky is supposed to be green, but it was really cute and nice. He had a nice headband, and I told him... » Continue Reading
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6:56 today I will mess up. I will say many stupid things to bob. I will fail to act to my standards. I will feel horrible about my words and actions. I'll feel stupid. I'll feel ashamed. I'll sing walking alone, and question myself, doubt myself, and I'll feel so, so tired, and I'll be hopelessly hopeful, and I'll fail to meet my goals of talking efficiently. I'll talk about myself too much, feel ... » Continue Reading
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Took the train to campus at around noon. My mom was coming over to my door and yelling her guts out about how terrible I am for skipping school. She went yelling to my dad twice as many times, his response being "she is a moron, what can we do about it?" (thanks for the misgendering father, very nice of you). She told me to go to school. I told her to go to hell. Well, it was in russian - literall... » Continue Reading
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I got to English just on time. Teacher made us do an essay, said not much else. We could leave once the essay was turned in. I respected it, and I expect good things from this class. The essay was our response to an article arguing that homework is good. I wrote two pages, maybe, I don't like to yap much. Left 40 minutes early. I was the first one out. It's a good way to get to know us, our path o... » Continue Reading
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04:23 So, I didn't sleep. I feel cold. Im sitting in my bathtub, my period is on, my cramps are too. I feel dull but awake, sharp with adrenaline and weak with illness that isn't truly there. Bob told me to sleep. My body told me to stay awake. Ill leave for my train in two and a half hours, around. I'll get ready in two. I fried chicken, it was good. My body is dysfunctional. Ive been singing fo... » Continue Reading
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