There is a Denny's not too close to my house but it's the one me and my family go to the most. I think it is the closest we have near us. I can't recall when exactly I noticed him but I might've been 11. That was also, coincidently, the age I was super into creepypasta. So, when I saw this tall lanky white guy waitering at my Denny's something in me clicked. He looked eerily similar to my third ... » Continue Reading
I just came back from a vacation, two days ago. My very good friend Val, the same friend who made me pee with her, took me along her family trip up in the California coast and it was totally awesome. The one thing I am lamenting is that my lower half did not get tan whatsoever. HOW DO I FIX THIS??? It is supposed to rain tomorrow, so I won't bother with a beach trip! Gr. my arms and collarbone ar... » Continue Reading
If you go through periods, I think it is a universal experience to hear once in your life, someone asking if "you're on your period" in response to you showing any kind of negative emotion. And it is most likely also universal for that to piss you off. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! IT IS EVIL. but the crazy part is when it comes from a man, i am obviously enraged. if you went through a pe... » Continue Reading
I can't think of any way to start this that isn't at least a little cheesy, but. I knew this day would come... I just didn't think it would come so soon! (please read that with a bit of sarcasm). I am turning 19 soon so it was no secret that I was going to have to change agencies at some point; I go to a child therapist. She didn't give me much a warning, which she apologized for. I really did lik... » Continue Reading
I have a lot of things to do right now. I will list them! Wash the dishes submit my sketchbook assignment Get cleared for tuberculosis Finally take the right bus home. get a plastic portfolio from Daiso Redo all the deleted invoices clean front yard finish my roof in Minecraft Like totally get out. yesterday wasn't that bad of a day, minus my mini manic freakout. this is one of those thi » Continue Reading
Last week, I had the weirdest dream. Ldshadowlady and (her now husband) smallishbeans were at some kind of convention. Like Vidcon I guess. I'm going to describe it like I'm the cameraman of this dream. 'cause i am. The whole thing was tinted blue-green like the Twilight movies. She was in the walkway of these two houses and it weirdly resembled my old neighbors' house. There is another guy whispe... » Continue Reading
My English professor recently made this comparison and it really struck me. I wrote it down in my notebook and I wanted to write it up here too! He is constantly going on rants about AI and how much he hates it and it ignites this hope in me for humanity because I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE!!! I have been so opposed to AI (after the C.ai fever...) because something about it felt so sinister. We have mov... » Continue Reading
Hannibal says this in Mads Mikkelsen's 2013(?) Hannibal. I wrote it down in my mental journal, because I wanted to make it the title of a blog post but I have been so occupied with college that i haven't opened my computer for anything but history readings and quizzes. I am caught up enough right now that I can finally realx, now!!! Huzzah!! Ura!!! I think I last posted a week ago...? maybe a litt... » Continue Reading
I feel evil. i have always had the struggle of randomly thinking really negative things about people even when i don't actually believe it but now it is more of a snowballing of a slight pet peeve that person gave me and it turns into me just mindlessly hating them in my head. it always makes me feel like a bad person. and it also kind of feels like i have some other evil voice in my head taking o... » Continue Reading
In regards to my last post, (not the image spam... the america canada one) i was originally gonna start this by saying it wasn't that serious and that i feel much better but i actually feel pretttyyy bad right now. since Friday I have been having this brain fog and by saturday i just felt Nauseous. I thought I was actually going to Vomit multiple times. Thankfully, i did not. I thought I had hea... » Continue Reading
I was grocery shopping today and I was looking for peanut butter and marmalade. Peanut butter was easy. The cheapest off brand one will do. I actually had to think about whether I wanted it crunchy or smooth... before I always swore smooth was the only correct answer but then someone gave me a new jar of crunchy peanut butter and so obviously I used it. It was free. And I realized I really enjoy t... » Continue Reading