Trigger Warning : Suicide, self- harm hmm.. i don't really know what i'm doing with my life..ya know? people my age know what they want, they planned things out..but me? nah. i lost my teen years to mental health problems, so i spent most of my time, trying to off myself, i didn't plan for a future because i thought that i wouldn't have one..none of my attempts worked lol..even then i didn't start... » Continue Reading
a lot has happened since i last wrote here, exciting and sad things.. i guess, but that's what life is. had to move around a lot, i'm not a huge fan of traveling, it's exhausting, idk why some people like it. thennnn whaaattt..oh, adjusting to a new place is pretty hard because of the language difference, culture, i feel like a weirdooo » Continue Reading
ugh where do i even start? it's starting to bother me. the dude i'm into spends most of his time playing the witcher... like at first i was all like.. okay..but now dude barely replies back to my texts and when he does.. it's like one word replies. its starting to piss me off..but i don't wannna bombard him with bullshit. i don't wanna come off as someone clingy.. or someone whose world revolves a... » Continue Reading
i feel awful. i have no idea why, maybe it's my sore throat, ugh. human body is a bit too much, gotta take care of it or deal with the consequences. ha, how fun. what else? oh! life keeps giving me lemons, at this point i feel like i'm being tested by whoever is up there, the universe? god? i don't know. whatever it is, i'm tired of dealing with stuff, its one thing after another, i'm too young to... » Continue Reading
i'm trying to beat my anxiety, not gonna let it take control of me anymore. I've had enough, missed so many opportunities because i was too anxious hiding won't get me anywhere, so i've decided to face everything head on. it'll be hard, but i gotta do what i gotta do. no more running away. » Continue Reading
they are SUCH a pain oh my gosssshhhhhhhhhhhh. i can't deal with them anymore, the one on my upper right is starting to give me headaches!!!! i wanna yank it out of my mouth but i can't!! ugh i thought of going to the dentist but i've got exams coming up, i won't be able to focus on my studies. like what the heck is the point of wisdom tooth in this day and age? just problems. i guess i'll shove p... » Continue Reading
aha! honestly don't know how to start, guess i'll just dump everything. i just wanna come here and rant about stuff that's on my mind, life these days feels so weird. time's going by so fast, ugh, what do you mean i'm an adult?! i gotta work and stuff?? i just wanna chill and fly. ah i miss my childhood, running around having fun, no care in the world. i've been stressing out a lot lately, is thi... » Continue Reading