random stuff

i feel awful. i have no idea why, maybe it's my sore throat, ugh. human body is a bit too much, gotta take care of it or deal with the consequences. ha, how fun. what else? oh! life keeps giving me lemons, at this point i feel like i'm being tested by whoever is up there, the universe? god? i don't know. whatever it is, i'm tired of dealing with stuff, its one thing after another, i'm too young to have so much on my plate. i know i know its starting to sound like a child whining but aaah! sometimes you gotta let it all out before it bursts!!