i usually have the thought about constantly me being so cool and different and unique compared to the other, and i know that its a really stupid way of think, but its the only way ive been able to handle my anxiety. kind of mean, rigth? in fact im exhausted af thinking every second about any move or face or grin that i do by the fact to trying to not look bad or awkwark.. so basically what i try... » Continue Reading
I constantly have this thought about been sooo ashamed by making people unconfortable, what i mean? that sometimes i feel like no one close to me has this obsessive radar about trying to be as least bothersome as possible in public like i do, trying to never bother people i dont know. I came from a very loud latin american family, and sometimes i just want to d1e right there, they are so used to s... » Continue Reading
so i was seeing this k-drama "The heirs" and during all the chaos the main boy is literally fighthing with his life to being with his gf. so then is this scene when she left because of all the problems and the main just breaks and cry, but i mean HE CRIED, and i just couldnt say more than "thats so hot". i told all this to my bf and he just answer "thats so gay, why would he cry" and that got me t... » Continue Reading