im socially awkward?

I constantly have this thought about been sooo ashamed by making people unconfortable, what i mean? that sometimes i feel like no one close to me has this obsessive radar about trying to be as least bothersome as possible in public like i do, trying to never bother people i dont know. I came from a very loud latin american family, and sometimes i just want to d1e right there, they are so used to stand up where the peolpe are walking, talk out loud on their phones on even if theyre just talking on any public place or put themselfs like super close to the people in front of us as we wait for the bus. And dont missundertand me, i love my family and i really dont feel ashamed of them, but sometimes i would just like them to be more... concious about social space.

Or maybe im just anxious the most of the time (┬┬﹏┬┬)