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Category: Life
I find it very hard to be by myself or just to do things alone in general. I feel I need the presence of another to validate my actions of doing something. I want to constantly talk to someone or whenever I want to do an activity Im always asking other If they want to join, and if they are busy or don't want to, I don't do the thing I wanna do. It's hitting a point where it's preventing me from a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I love absolutely everything about people I love talking to people and seeing what they are doing with their lives. I could spend hours people watching and guessing the type of lives they live. Everyone is so absolutely interesting I am constantly wondering the type of situation you're in and what your everyday life is. What do you do when you wake up? How do you end your day? What is happening ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I am soo incredibly easy. I find it extremely hard to cut ppl off or simply just say no. I feel madding someone or whatever is truly ending a chapter on the endless possibilities of that person with you. I don’t understand how ppl are able to do it so easily. Maybe I do get attached to ppl rly easy, but it’s hard not to when the first meeting is such a click! I really mean this with everyone too... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I’ve realized I tend to sexualize myself quite a bit. I care a lot about how I look and so want to be perceived in a specific way. I don’t believe there’s anything wrong w it at all really. I’m simply into myself and know that. I think it’s really one thing about myself that I feel good in. At the end of the day even if I hate myself I know I can lock up and look good. This is all I have to say.... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Recently I realized being okay with dying doesn't equate to wanting to die, and I feel that my outlook on life has changed a lot. But I don't know what to do with that. It's not like I wasn't trying and didn't have life goals before, but now I feel a difference in the way I carry myself and the small things I want to do. There's an overall emptiness about everything that I feel I'm just holding. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
This may be hypocritical from me because I definitely be talking about love, but I am so tireddddd of hearing about it. Everyone constanty talking about their boyfriends, girlfriends, I'm in love with..., I want my ex back or somehthing something something!!!! This in no way os to be in a cynical I'm not dating anyone right now so Im hating on all relationships type of way, but I guess I just didn... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I really a need a hobby. I have this seemingly endless amount of time that I'm just sitting with that I don't know what to do with. I feel incomplete and unproductive. I seriously feel I just don't know what to do and how to entertain my mind from thinking of the next outing I'm going to have or something. It's not like I don't have other hobbies. I go to the gym, cook, do yoga, paint sometimes a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I miss being someone's girlfriend and having someone to love. I miss the rush of staying up all night and making gifts for their birthday. I miss laying down next to someone with their arms wrapped around you just because they like the warmth. I wanna talk be with someone who's into me. Someone who likes me. I could fall so deeply and madly in love, where I would give my absolute everything to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I think I'm getting very tired of others Im so tired of this back and forth game. Why is simple communication so much work? I don't have the energy to put up with being around you. Everyone is really seeming like so much work to deal with. I am so so tired. Im done trying to make nothing into something, and facilitating all these random hangouts. Please let me rest. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I find it incredibly hard to "cut someone off" I feel it is really permanently losing off all the possibilities and opportunities of person in the rest of your existence. What are the chances of seeing this person again in your life? What does the experiences together amount to? The buildup of what could've been ended so abruptly. I find it pretty hard to reallyy understand how others could do t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I will love every version of you and hate every version of myself I hope one day my love for you overflows so much I love myself just as much ------------Everything I've ever thought is unoriginal, Life is repetitive and every cycle repeats How can I feel loved if I've never been loved? Can I ever be loved, if I don't recognize it? Is love real if not acknowledged? » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Is it odd I think the most fulfilling thing to do in life is to die. Is it not what you live your life to do? There is no purpose in life or one singular acition to do, so therefore in the end is the one thing not to do die? I don't mean at all to say this in a pessimistic edgy way, but truly do we not just wait our whole lives for the end? I've really been thinking about the terms of death, and... » Continue Reading
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