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I am soo incredibly easy.
I find it extremely hard to cut ppl off or simply just say no. I feel madding someone or whatever is truly ending a chapter on the endless possibilities of that person with you. I don’t understand how ppl are able to do it so easily. Maybe I do get attached to ppl rly easy, but it’s hard not to when the first meeting is such a click!
I really mean this with everyone too. Friends, random strangers you meet, relationships, situationsships, just people
I know I’m not being treated correctly right now. And I should probably not interact w them anymore. But honestly after being left on read twice for the entire day I feel like responding back right now and I think that’s terrible. I’m not sure how to not be like this tho, so there will need to be a lott of adjusting hopefully.
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Dandy Leon (彈帝獅)
This reminds me of how I'm usually extremely slow in cutting people off that I regret being friends with or having a relationship with. It's because I don't have the highest self-esteem in the world and each time, it feels like taking on a loss. Even if I cut them off in the most hostile and nasty way possible, it fills me with rage knowing that getting on my bad side means nothing to them, especially if they can freely interact with mutuals as if nothing happened.
Fortunately, I think I'm finally approaching a point in my life where I can conduct purges of crappy and flakey friends without feeling any regrets.
Yes I really feel like it is more my loss than theirs and that's what makes it hard to really cut people off. I'm glad you're reaching a better place where you are able to do that! Hopefully I can also reach that same level soon. :)
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