i wanna find a beautiful way to explain how miserable and lonely i am /* Start https://www.cursors-4u.com */ * {cursor: url(https://cur.cursors-4u.net/others/oth-4/oth305.cur), auto !important;} /* End https://www.cursors-4u.com */ :root { --logo-blue: #872A4E; --lighter-blue: transparent; » Continue Reading
i loveee this song so i wrote down my personal interpretation of the lyrics. this song is my soul right alongside strangers by ethel ^^ » Continue Reading
i genuinely cannot grasp the concept of being alive and enjoying it. like wdym you DONT have to fight the urge to drink sum SN? what do you mean you dont hate life and yourself???? /* Start https://www.cursors-4u.com */ * {cursor: url(https://cur.cursors-4u.net/others/oth-4/oth305.cur), auto !important;} /* End https://www.cursors-4u.com */ :root { » Continue Reading
i cannot do this anymore. how could he do this to me? i am so amazed by him, so in awe, what can surprise me more? neither a rainbow at night nor fire burning underwater, it feels like there awaits a miracle in every corner, every nook, whenever i’m with him. if i’d be cruel enough i’d dare to ask the question; how could you do this to me? but having suppressed the distrust of reason, i would repe... » Continue Reading
On Love love is a deeply complex concept that has intrigued philosophers, artists, and other thinkers for centuries; in Fyodor Dostoevsky’s White Nights, love is portrayed as a complex feeling that mixes desire and deep thought about life's meaning. the narrator's experience with love in White Nights reflects the contradictions and struggles love can bring, showing how it can be » Continue Reading
pen in hand - grave before me. what now? everything is empty. all is dust, that once called out to itself. around me is a crowd of relatives, faces covered with tears of pity. and i write - i write, but not for them. this writing is insignificant; it will not sweeten the last minutes. still i write, as long as possible. wait for you - be with you. i always want to, every day. only in our love i be... » Continue Reading