"Wasting space"
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Category: Blogging
We're back to using text to speech gangbangers. I am too lazy to use my fingers sometimes I expect the mental anguish to go away with my physical health problems like when I start feeling better physically I start to wonder like why don't I feel better mentally you've had chronic depression your whole life you just a couple years ago got these chronic physical illnesses so just now remembered that... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i never found a reason to settle down i didn't start decorating my room until i was 17 because i was convinced i was gonna kill myself by then i just dont feel comfortable staying anywhere for too long people friends and family i disconnected myself from them under the influence that it will be better when i kill myself i dont know my suicidal tendencies have ran my life for a long time i still d... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
ok so basically i dont have twt on my phone... i deleted it off my ipad i want to redownload i want topost but is there anything for me to say... i think im just too depressed for now ill try to be good cryingsg » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i just always wanted to be a cute girl why am i so disgusting why canr i be cute like other girls » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i feel like i like things but idrk wht tht means -.- i feel like if i stop doing the things i like ill become too lazy to every do them again people are motivated to do wht they like right? i feel like im performing liking things when really i just want to sleep all day but i cant so just look at me im so interesting u know is this what they meant by performative.. i just find it exhausting to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
ok but we can be honest i only strive for you because i idolized you ur always perfect in my mind because i refuse to accept u as u r im chasing a dream u dont exist not even the u out there could measure up. not even u can fit the mold ive created of u ur a belief not a person » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
sometimes i want to reach out to talk to someone but the person i want to talk to is not here i collected a bunch of people to make you again shoved them into a you shaped mold but it doesn't quite fit . sometimes all this people still don't satisfy my urge » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i dont think any of this matters seriously because i was thinking back about something stupif walk with me through this kay? my brain thinks about things i have no control over i dont think i ever did have control over it. am i even real. im looking forward and i still see people from my past and is my future just all this stuff too. i like music a lot i've liked a lot of artists but i never saw... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i didn't read the comments on my blog abt kms im sure it was just ppl telling me to do it if i end it it would be my decision if i live its also my decision i dont think anyone can really weigh in on my decisions about this matter especially since its worse than it seems lol but dw im OK today love u » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
im sick as hell it hurts my acid reflux is so bad i saw my doctor today im tired of continuing on living like im not in a lot of pain i just rly rlly hope that these new meds make my stomach work even though i passed out a bit i walked a lot today i can only really walk i dont like telling people the reality of my situation because its embarrassing its just so embarrassing im 18 theres no reaso... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
ok im afraid to die but i waas really depressed last time i attempted i gor permanete brain damage i cant fail again tbh lets swe i woke up today i was cold but my body didn't hurt like usually im sleepy ok ill try to be more happy » Continue Reading
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