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i dont think any of this matters
seriously because i was thinking back about something stupif
walk with me through this kay? my brain thinks about things i have no control over i dont think i ever did have control over it.
am i even real. im looking forward and i still see people from my past and is my future just all this stuff too.
i like music a lot i've liked a lot of artists but i never saw them as people
i guess i feel disconnected from people in the way that even when i enjoy things i can only enjoy IT
i can only enjoyed things when i dont engage i never had any urge to listen to more of an artists music or learn about their life
i never wanted to know more . i guess because i am aware it kinda ruins stuff
i like people when i can project my beliefs on them
people like me when im a blank slate
molded into a dream
i know none of this will last i will rot and die
nothing i do matters i could livestream it right now
but because nothing matters maybe i should try to make something i care about.
disregard this all i want to be palatable to you still.
even i my worst moments i want to be loved
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MEGURI
i like to perceive that humanity has this habit of unconsciously building an idealized version of someone that goes on a spectrum on how astray it is from who they really are, redefining others in labels like "good" or "bad" when they're really just reflections of what they do and dont want
i feel as if we should build an objective analysis of someones behaviors before we move onto judgements, or maybe stop judging things at all if our judgement is all just perceptive. if you stop having expectations, you accept what comes to you
don't know if it's effective since the analysis of people can help find ulterior motives xd i think the only way to find people that are actually interested in you is to be yourself til you find people for you (it's 12 bil people, what wouldn't happen?}
INOI.exe (neet) ♥️🇦🇷
Damn shawty, don't be too hard on yourself.
Keep it all simple.
Love and be loved back.
Peace.
lol sorry qwq
i just think a lot about things
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Yeah, that's your main problem.
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You think too much.
Relax.
No one is pushing you.
by INOI.exe (neet) ♥️🇦🇷; ; Report