"fuck :("
i hate myself
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Category: Life
i will log off for a while because the activity in here is depressing and no one is here to chat any longer. i may have not responded back to some of my friends here bcs i was this whole week outside of my country and since i dont have this app on my phone, i didnt have any easy access to it. For those of you who are mutuals with me on discord, thanks for being that even tho we no longer talk, esp... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i am not a kid nor an adult. i do have my rights to say no as well as express my reasons out. my life depends on my choices yet they take away my shit and go, while i stand there watching leisurely everything crumble into dusty pieces. My body is mine, and just because i harm it doesnt mean you can too. Just because i want to befriend a guy doesnt have to mean that im into them, its not always ab... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i surprisingly find an eminent comfort in complete sadness and despair idk why. it sucks like really bad but i just let myself go with its flow whenever i hit rock bottom. My body forsakens me and its full conscious about the power it holds to defeat the devilish thoughts and desires to split my life in half, and i do too. Thats why whenever im in depth of despair, i find it illuminating. crazy. I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
nothing, seems to kill this daunting urge to pick up a 12-inch knife and cut this perfectly made cake full of blemish underneath the icing. i am the cake, and the icing is just a metaphor for clothes. i have remained the same since the last time i got active in here. iF you like me or think im cool, i love you, but ik damn well you dont want someone like me, i cant even handle myself, nor my pare... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im lost, i dont like myself anymore, and i dont like being part of family anymore. this one to be specific. i want to die » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
candy is two-faced, its sweet and addictive, yet it gives you aches and pushes you towards abusing yourself. So are people in your life. Gtfu and save yourself. » Continue Reading
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