read me

i am not a  kid nor an adult.

i do have my rights to say no as well as express my reasons out.

my life depends on my choices yet they take away my shit and go, while i stand there watching leisurely everything crumble into dusty pieces.

My body is mine, and just because i harm it doesnt mean you can too.

Just because i want to befriend a guy doesnt have to mean that im into them, its not always about love.

I will forever refuse staring at my own reflection because im used to waking up everyday being fatshamed and called names by my own mother.

i feel like a complete failure whenever i see my siblings mh deteriorate infront of me and i cant help but look.

I dont like being the main character nor get any attention from more than three people in case idk em.

i love metal and grunge and goth music, i really love it. Especially from the 00s and 90s.

Please i dont ignore you , i just dont really have the time to text or i didnt know what else to say to you.

if you think that im being dry or different or weird with you, say it to my face so that we can clear things out.

fun fact: i would rather die than witness another downfall of mine.

yes, i have thought of doing drugs and drinking but since i have 0 access i cannot do them.

i wish i could be with someone almost 5 years or 10 years older than me but they have to be good looking and protective (i like mature people, a few of my age)

i will forever prefer dying than feeling the pain.