"contemplating"
22 male. English - Spanish. Gazed. @tuqeqe on ig.
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Let the pseudonarrative strike me down countless times, my extremophile spirit shall keep afloat, as long as I can count with you. Founded a sweet and gentle touch. Crystal clear eyes, permeates my days with her smile, the girl with vivid colours shines. Within my rests and thoughts, I feel safer harmonizing with you. God let my wishes through, a promised jade mirror, to highlight and expose your ... » Continue Reading
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Synthony. The synthony of music is an unbreakable cure. Its company is pertinent to withstand against the forces that reckon us every day. It impacts people, shifting and staying in ther souls forever, but I wonder, how different would humanity be without synthony? how off branch and alien would be an hypothetical scenario be like. To lack a sense of rhythm, dysfunctionality imposed. Finding more ... » Continue Reading
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Unspoken weeks passed by, hard, or even impossible to condense it in any digestible way on this text. Blissful ride of emotions, happy days, reinforced relations with friends and people, though sad or troublesome times, I've made some new connections, new persons, but some old and reocurrents. The echoes of past people that i've hurted or hurted me in some way, shall keep appearing. I've finished ... » Continue Reading
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Body is deforming into a weak, necrotic self of my individual. May the earth devour my rottenness and make my eyes prevail, so turning them into blossoming lights will be the only beautiful thing from me. The need for connect or maintain a significant human dynamic is getting tiresome, pointless, familiar sensations of alienation come across to me once again, such a fool I was, believing those fra... » Continue Reading
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Unstable emotions, hidden wounds reappears. Unexpected events, my mind is absorbed by the substance. And now she's granted me a gift, from all the possibilities, it went to my person. I just dont accept it at all. Fearing the idea of destroying the lifes of more new people, shall I keep distance. Im getting bored progressively and the tears and hatred wont stop. Still looking for an honest answer,... » Continue Reading
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Acclaimed habit is now turning into a side job. Documentation of my feelings in this website feels like a burden task sometimes Confidence is growing, and my help to each of my friends is as strong as usual, some pieces are falling apart, but so does everything, eventually, approximately. Hopefully the washing of my feelings this dawn will help me prepare for what comes next, November is always di... » Continue Reading
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Everything is impermanent. Detached from seeing the point or utility in certain tasks or activities, if they had it in the first place. But is seen from an indifferent perspective, an apathic one. Concurring actions will resume on my behalf, getting adapted and increasedly content with just sticking to the narrative or making my routine, pointless as it is, it fills me, ironically. Confused is my ... » Continue Reading
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It doesn't have a name. Such a bliss were the last three days, I've been proposed to do a confidential plan. It led me to think and reconsiderate how I will trace the following years, am I capable of doing some atrocious action for the sake of finding the truth? The fine line between morality will be tresspased, again. Next, more people is willing to engage with me in new secret reunions and chant... » Continue Reading
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Today its my birthday, where do I sign up? Praying was finally executed yesterday, and slept again for almost 14 hours. Waiting to merge with the earth very soon. » Continue Reading
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The senses on my "self" are starting to get stabilized again, though the decaying mind and constant tiring feeling is bloating me over. Predictions are always based on instinct, this week is passing really fast, and one of the ocurrences i was afraid of, happened. Demoralization is trying to get me. Revisiting my old files as a nostalgic medium feels greatly. Improving my mood Progress has ben mad... » Continue Reading
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I went to a long-time-no-see friend. We hanged around at his house and had a great time just smoking and talking about anything. Its logical why he stray away from us, I can see its current attitude and its depressing. I enjoy his company, but he's getting too addicted, he's losing motivation. --------------------------------- Without cause had I enter again in an oniric state, the lost of time is... » Continue Reading
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We'll see how far can I take this sourced diary. More occupations for the brain, means more productivity, less idle existence, I see it as a valueble method. Had not made clear progress on my lectures, those books, attained weeks ago in my possesion, though my interest decreases, or is it the seasonal depression? Frequent long dreams sessions, from 10 to even 17 hours of continued sleeping, someth... » Continue Reading
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