Lectio - 2

I went to a long-time-no-see friend. We hanged around at his house and had a great time just smoking and talking about anything.

Its logical why he stray away from us, I can see its current attitude and its depressing. I enjoy his company, but he's getting too addicted, he's losing motivation.

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Without cause had I enter again in an oniric state, the lost of time is getting noticeable every day, I had lost 6 hours of time in the suffice of an atom, multiple tasks are still pending, and im dwelling on it, apathic of the matter.

Redacting these thoughts reflect order and some sort of trail to follow, as im creating this little piece of paper, Ill recreate my old routine this night.

Maintaining my body awake until every task is finished, until it is 11 a.m

Dearly longing the smell of three cups of coffee, to assist me as always.

These days will pass in a flash, i have not decided yet what activity should i partake on when the sacred day arrives, if letting the earth consume me in a literal way in a forest nearby here, or just spend the "special day" meditating on a lake far, far away.

Cancelled minor thoughts, just plain act, just plain work. Finish. Now.