Lectio - 8

Unstable emotions, hidden wounds reappears. Unexpected events, my mind is absorbed by the substance. And now she's granted me a gift, from all the possibilities, it went to my person.

I just dont accept it at all.

Fearing the idea of destroying the lifes of more new people, shall I keep distance. Im getting bored progressively and the tears and hatred wont stop.

Still looking for an honest answer, still looking for what to do with these past happy memories.