You say you love me when you want me to stop crying like a child in front of everyone, but i just cry harder everytime you do this. How is it possible to love someone who you hate everything about? How is possible to look a person you love in the eyes so disgusted and angry like you look on mine? I break every bone and muscle in my body everyday trying to mimic the the girl you expect to me but it... » Continue Reading
I LOVE WOMEN SO MUCH, I DON'T CARE WHAT MY STUPID DUMB MOTHER SAYS, I WOULD NEVER BE STRAIGHT EVEN IF IT SEXUALITY WAS AN OPTION!!! listing my types of women to date bcs i'm bored and i just love them so much bye 1°: curvy/chubby/fat bossy femmes with a sassy attitude and great style 2°: buff woman with a really sweet golden retriever personality 3°: skinny pale gamer mascs or studs with locs who ... » Continue Reading
(tw: eating disorders) vent again bcs i'm dramatic and fucked up I know i'm very superficial, i don't need any reminder of that. I hate living in this disgusting body so fucking much, i hate all of my extra skin, my fat thighs and stomach, my huge arms etc, everything in my body is so grotesque. I still fell like the obese girl i was, i weight 124lbs/56kg now but i somehow still so fucking huge, i... » Continue Reading
I just love so much the fact that the most watched series (at least in my country) of netflix right now is arcane!!!! i swear, i love that animation!!! The backstory of every character is so well written, the relationship between them are so complex and real, the world building is fucking amazing, the magic system is so good!!! The fact this amazing piece of art have so much representation makes m... » Continue Reading
i'm sure i'll fail that school year bcs of how much classes i missed for being to depressed to get out of bed. My twin brother is in the same school year as me and tried to help me a lot (really, he's such a good and helpfull person and has been the only one in my family trying support me, he is a little distant/cold towards me and don't talk to me a lot but i just love him so much!), i am fast a... » Continue Reading
It's so stupid how much i get easely attached to girls that don't care that much about me and just give me crumbles of affection sometimes but i just want her so much 😭😭😭 ngl she's a little mean sometimes but i just love her so much. I have such a "i can fix her" mindset it's so dumb but i really think she just need someone who loves her to stop being so sour towards everyone, she is nice to me an... » Continue Reading
I've been suffering with at least three different types of mental illness for the past eight years and i'm only 16, i really don't know what my personality is like because all of the traits i have that define me as a person are either traumatic responses or disordered behavior. They all say "you are not your trauma!" but all i know about me are broken pieces of the person i never had the chance to... » Continue Reading
So, i'm a "baby witch" learning about some kinds of natural magic , and african/black centered spirituaIity . I've done a hoodoo spell yesterday (i tried my best to do everything right but i'm very clumsy lol) and after that i took a umbandist glamo » Continue Reading