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more awake inside of my dream

Category: Life

(was that really you next to me?) Sometimes I'm in utter bliss. I have never... felt this wonderful in my life. I'm sorry that it had to be me that you have to deal with. I'm sorry for the person I am, I'm sure you expected something else. I'm sure that you hold an idealized version of me and sometimes it makes me so sick knowing that I am not as pure as you tell me I am. I need to repent. I need ... » Continue Reading

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I know (just how you feel)

Category: Life

Seeing through someone else's eyes is truly life changing. Well, at least I try to see from their prospective. I still don't get it, why am I deemed pure in their eyes. To me, I am a sick individual, with horrid thoughts and ideals, and I'm not fit to be a part of someone's world. It's not intrusive either, these aren't unwanted thoughts. I just never "act" on these thoughts anymore because I want... » Continue Reading

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idolizer

Category: Life

okayyy first post on this acc, kinda just ranting + venting/rambling (cw/ sx harassment mention) but I think it's funny how people idolize certain character types and then be completely not okay with these characters irl. Maybe I think it's funny how some people would HAAAATE to see a guy like me, but it's kinda funny. these people love "toxic manipulators" but heaven forbid they meet up with one ... » Continue Reading

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