"Self isolation as usual "
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Category: Life
god i am sad. how come my life ended up like this? is this a punishment for me? a punishment for being weak? for being lazy? for being spoiled? for being arrogant? please answer me god! let me out of this satan circle, i just want a better life god i want a peaceful life i wannna be useful for my family, i wanna help my mother i wanna make her proud. everyday i feel more and more useless god... yo... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Have you ever paranoid of something that might happen? Like you ever think like "why my life is always feel peaceful? Wait?! Something bad is gonna happen soon I must prepare! " Then you starts to overthink of the worst possibility that might happen in the future? Because that happens to me rn :') » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑎 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒, 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝐺𝑜𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
"My uncle teach me to be a fucking killer not a Barbie with jewelry who selling her pussy." He would hit me slap me really hard. One day I go home from school and my face was bruised and he asked me " what happened you got into a fight? " then I say "yes" then he asked again "did you win? " and I said no. Then he hits me really hard in my face and my nose was broke and I bleed, he then says again ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
RAIN! IT'S RAIN! EVERYDAY IT'S RAINING! AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN! ITS RAINING IN THE MORNING! OH I LOVE RAIN! » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
You don't need to smoke to look cool You don't need to use drugs to be cool You don't need to lose virginity to be cool You don't need to dress half naked to be cool You don't need to drink alcohol to look cool You don't need to be edgy to be cool You don't need to change your music taste to look cool You don't need to be other people to be cool » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Siciliana William a blonde 13 year old girl with tragic backstory, she was the oldest twin suffer from PTSD and Dissociative identity disorder. She have to carry the pain and responsibility from her uncle. They call her tragic angel. Billiana in the other hand was the rebellious one yet she's more weaker than her sister, always hide her pain behind those goofy face and lurking for a mother's lov... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
November 29,2024 10:00 it is cloudy and windy here in Buitenzorg and i thank god this morning for this weather. i really love whenever it's rain,cloudy or windy in the morning in fact rain is my favorite weather (even tho it can be annoys me sometimes :/).a perfect weather for someone like me. maybe i should living in europe a continent that is rarely have bright sun. but i was glad tho.. that i ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Part 5 N: "it's her! it's her! the old ash I remember, the ash with full of loves" » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Part 4 A: "this world is shitty just like you, I hate you Nate and I hope you feel the same too" N: "...what a beautiful poem ♡" » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Part 3 N: "I kissed her, and she looked at me with dead blue eyes..she looks so pale, it makes me sad seeing her like this I feel like I'm kissing a corpse. " » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Part 2 *Them laying down in bed (at ash's room)* A: " I really hate antidepressant, I want to quit it... If you can stop your addiction from heroin why couldn't I?. Nate will you be my cure? Will you be my new drug? Of all of my problems?.." N: "ofcourse I will, you're my new drug.. My cure.. You help me with my addiction, all this time I thought heroin is all of my problem solver.. But I realize... » Continue Reading
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