This is going to be about someone. I'm done with you. You keep saying you are just gonna give up on me. While I've and am still trying to keep us together. I'm sorry that people like me more than you. They make me a better person, as well as I can tell to them. I can feel like a person. A real person. A real, seen person. Trying to keep up with you and keep us together is making and has made my me... » Continue Reading
People ask what should I do now? The world would be okay without me. My friends would be okay without me. The world would not change. Except there would be one less person your friends could see or talk to. One less person taking up that table no one else uses. One less person that had life. You want to give up? No. Stop. I know it's sad I know your angry. I know you feel like nothing or you just ... » Continue Reading
I saw the tv glow... I didn't know what it meant. I stared at it... unsure what others would think about it. I heard someone coming, so I covered it. Years later, I came back to it. Still unsure. I peeked at the light, and I turned it down. Soon I remembered it. I felt right with it. I uncovered the screen. I sat by the outlet. I wanted to unplug it. But I kept the light on and ignored it. I came ... » Continue Reading
Like seriously, it sucks, I hate me and my life. I hate how I look to. Everything is just... fucking pointless. I'm only really on this so-called earth for 2 maybe 3 people. The people I talk to with ease. I can talk to about them about stuff I've been through, no judgment. But I always have the feeling I will not be there "7 minuets", or they hate me. Like why? Why. I don't get it one second, you... » Continue Reading
I always have sleepovers with one of my friends and it was great and fine, but at the last like 10 minutes we were pushing and kicking each other of the bed. At one point I kept losing, probably cause I was repeatedly getting kicked in the face. But his mom came in and was like um you are about to leave. You being me. But I just gave up at that point and kept saying "Okay ill leave. I'm leaving" I... » Continue Reading
Okay, okay, right now I'm trying to think of sleepover ideas. I have a few ideas Camping Making a fort Old YouTube challenges like floor is lava or one colored food or something Car fort Go to an arcade Movie Night/ watching shows Making like different things like idk cookies or something Anyways! The reason I'm trying to find different things, so my fri » Continue Reading
I cannot go to bed at a good time for the life of me. Since school has started I've been going to bed at like 12:00pm at the earliest, help me!!! Also dude I need to find someone to talk to. Cause every time I try to talk to someone (my friends) they just go "okay...?" WDYM OKAY?? I'm actively trying to tell a story here. PAY ATTENTION! And care just a bit please *Prays* Okay thats it for now b... » Continue Reading