trying to stay off twitter and i havent really been drawing anything or making music this week. its a little hard for me to just jump ship to bsky because the actual likelihood of anyone following me on twt jumping over is like, very low. just demotivated and depressed tbh. been talking to my friends more which helps. i realize im in a very lucky position atm to have friends and stable housing. i ... » Continue Reading
something that's only just now crossed my mind is to bring things with me when i go to chat with my friend. i have trouble finding things to talk about generally and i dont really get to hang out w/ them traditionally so like i can just bring shit from my room out with me and say "look at my thing i think its pretty cool". idk seems easier than trying continually to set up plans and having them fa... » Continue Reading
sometimes I'm trying to make shit on my computer and I have a YouTube vid in the background and im just like " damn , I wish I was strongly convicted enough to make one thing and finish it like the people in my YT vids." like I have stuff I've been milling over and adding to and tweaking and things like that but I generally have very little to show for most of it. I don't even really write anymore... » Continue Reading
first post on my page. its like 1am right now. idk. i draw shit and make music sometimes but im really not happy with it a lot of the time. just trying to meet new people bc ive been stuck in a huge fucking rut for like a year and nothing has happened. its annoying. hmu or whatever » Continue Reading