change is not easy. but without change nothing would be fulfilling in your life. you cannot actively fix your social anxiety by using social media to "connect". you have to actually challenge yourself to go be socially awkward and work through it. Even myself, writing this gives me anxiety thinking about having to go talk to people and being awkward but i know the only way that i can change that a... » Continue Reading
im baaack- things have been a little busy but im free today until 5 which is when i have class. Afterwards tho im finally getting to go to a metal show in the city!!! its all ages and starts at 7 unfortunately i might have to miss a little bit because my class runs until 8 but then im gonna book it on the way out so i can get there asap! Ill totally write about how it was. Its also raining today f... » Continue Reading
IM SO SLEEPY i ended up going out last night with some friends and we played pool- i hate playing pool LOL only because i am NO good. i truly do not understand the steadiness that some people have and accuracy too as well. but the most fun thing is that i actually was able to hit the balls yesterday AND i got the winning shot after like 10 rounds of trying. almost cried of celebration AHAHA. One o... » Continue Reading
the hardest thing about living in a city where i dont know many people and dont know whats around is that on the weekends im bored out of my mind- i really wanna go do stuff but like- i dont know what there is to do. i wass thinking about going to sit in a park but its a little damp outside. rahhhh to anyone whos reading this- what do u like to do for fun when youre not sure what to do? how do you... » Continue Reading
alriiiight its been only an hour since last time but i just HAVE to say that i truly am loving this soso much as of right now!! I like the aspect of being on the internet and actually having fun and doing something other than scrolling. is it a little geeky to be home on a friday night decorating a blog that not many people are seeing or care about? a little. do i care? absolutely not! now tomorro... » Continue Reading
literally have not put together a fun outfit in a while :((( firstly its hard to when i dont have all of my clothes with me currently and then second, its so fuckn hot outside that in order to walk to and from classes i need to be in light loose layers or else im dying of heat. Although, today was pretty chilly because of the wind- it was blowing like crazyyy. I also can only wear my converse curr... » Continue Reading
good morningggg- I was finally able to sleep in today yayy!! although i have class at 5 im thinking of going in early because i have some assignmentss that i need to do from missing class last friday from being sick :((( Im not sick anymore but i had an incident where i had to go to the hospital because i had bad chest back and neck pain that felt very similar to my collapsed lung. Luckily it wasn... » Continue Reading
This is my first evrr blog post. What do people normally write here? I really wanna use this space as an outlet to maybe combat my need for validation on platforms like instagram but also to give myself a little voice, even if no one hears it. I also totally 100% need to learn code so i can make the coolest page ever. I hope it's not tooo hard. It'd be super cool if this popped off and became norm... » Continue Reading