"GUILT IS TEARING ME APART"
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this is more of for myself, i guess because i still cant forget how she just ended but i cant remember it either ... to the hunter of fire, i suppose if only what i can call you. i dont know if im trying to vague with this. i'll probably type your name at somepoint and i guess i'll just be crying so hard that i wont really care at that point. i was cleaning because i couldnt sleep. dad told me to ... » Continue Reading
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this is directed to the one person who i would save in a fire if she ever was in one i know your losing hope kiddo. i know your losing motivation and thats okay. everybody has lows sometimes. i guess in this case, you just need to pick yourself back up. and i know you can do that, because i've watched you do it so many times before. maybe im overanalyzing everything you've been saying but by now? ... » Continue Reading
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this is directed to the one person who i would save in a fire if she ever was in one i know your losing hope kiddo. i know your losing motivation and thats okay. everybody has lows sometimes. i guess in this case, you just need to pick yourself back up. and i know you can do that, because i've watched you do it so many times before. maybe im overanalyzing everything you've been saying but by now? ... » Continue Reading
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i cant help but wonder why they never text me anytime they text me its always just "asher, how do we do number four on the math?" or "asher did you get the answer for #9 last night" but why is it never texting me just to text me ? am i that worthless that nobody has anything to talk to me about besides just homework answers ? why is it always homework this, homework that, and never "how was your ... » Continue Reading
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i cant help but wonder why they never text me anytime they text me its always just "asher, how do we do number four on the math?" or "asher did you get the answer for #9 last night" but why is it never texting me just to text me ? am i that worthless that nobody has anything to talk to me about besides just homework answers ? why is it always homework this, homework that, and never "how was your ... » Continue Reading
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the only correct answer is no. i wont. im pathetic im a loser i am a waste of life im useless im miserable im all of the above. i dont know why i even try. nobody would care if i disappeared. i wish i could run away and end it all in some forest but life isnt that easy i'll never be good enough for anyone, especially not myself. i cant draw good enough i cant do schoolwork good enough i cant be fc... » Continue Reading
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oh my god oh my god pleass make it stop please make the thoughts stop i want to blow my own brains out just ti make it stop holy stars please i know im a terrible person but stars what did i do to deserve this much agony i want to rip my own skin apart and splay my guts on the street like roadkill » Continue Reading
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the urge to self destruct is crazy rn. /srs. god the things i wouldndo to get my blades back oh god please » Continue Reading
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guys its friday !! the 13th !!! we're all gonna gang up on soraa and kill her because i consider today the purge !!!! anyways have a nice day i love my wife » Continue Reading
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