a sliver of hope

this is directed to the one person who i would save in a fire if she ever was in one

i know your losing hope kiddo. i know your losing motivation and thats okay. everybody has lows sometimes. i guess in this case, you just need to pick yourself back up. and i know you can do that, because i've watched you do it so many times before.

maybe im overanalyzing everything you've been saying but by now? i dont care. i will put in as much extra effort as it takes just to make sure you live to see gifts from me, to see me irl, everything. i have known you the least time among my friends yet its funny that you alone are the one i care for most. 

i know how much hate for the world. and i stand beside you in that. i just hope you dont hate me for all the times i havent been there, even if it was all that time ago.

i hope we can hate the world together instead. or maybe someday i'll help you see how great this world can be, even in the darkness

i love you. /p

please keep living for my sake. if im that one that cares then i will give you the care of as many as you need me to