will i ever be good enough

the only correct answer is no. i wont. im pathetic im a loser i am a waste of life im useless im miserable im all of the above. i dont know why i even try. nobody would care if i disappeared. i wish i could run away and end it all in some forest but life isnt that easy

i'll never be good enough for anyone, especially not myself. i cant draw good enough i cant do schoolwork good enough i cant be fckin perfect like everyone else and its tearing me apart from the inside. im a failure im hopeless