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Category: Life
I'm going to try to pour this out and never write about him like this again. I haven't talked to him in almost 2 years now and I still think about him. I'm so tired. I know for a fact he doesn't think of me this much. To the point where it aches and gives me migraines. I think, in the back of my mind, I thought we would still talk after we decided to break up. Maybe not right after, like we'd go ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I finally finished part 6. I avoided any and all spoilers at any given moment so I could experience it firsthand. I did NOT know that was going to be the fucking ending. It was so peak I started crying. Then sobbed over the outro theme being the same as part 1. Jojo's has to be the best anime out of all of them. I've never wanted to glaze a franchise so badly other than the Fire Force manga. The u... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I was in a BAD spot September-January, like fuck. I really did... Attempt... Sort of. Small summary: I tried to jump. I, uh, didn't. Not even because I was scared. I was really ready truly. I asked a stranger I passed for a cigarette and smoked for the first time. I decided on a song to die to and played it over and over. Anyway, when I actually got to the bridge, a dog showed up. Deadass, a pitbu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I've pretended to be in a make-believe world ever since I can remember. I escape to them. I put that energy into consuming media. I've read tons of books, played tons of games, watched tons of shows and movies. I've listened to music throughout every second of my teenage my life. To say I only lived one life feels wrong because I was just so full of different stories. I have people who care about ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
In light of the subject title, I will be writing about my form of self-harm. I don't want anyone who feels uncomfortable about that subject to read on. But, hey, if you don't care, I don't care. Anyway, I was clean for a long time. Like almost two years(?). When I was upset, I would find something hard, like a baseball bat or my rollerblades and just go ham on my legs. Imagine me laughing here ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
I don't know how, but I've went down the Nintendo gaming console pipeline within a week. Well, I've always played Nintendo games growing up but I'm just now really getting into them. Modding the old consoles is so damn fun. I've had about 7 3ds' in my life so far. I'm down to 4 now and I have yet to spend my personal money on a new one. Since I grew up with them (and so did some of my friends), I... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
So, I kind of want to start giving life updates just for fun. I do have a good amount of friends on here, but my profile barely gets any interactions... Mostly because I'm never online. I might write about my ex a lot because I have a lot to say about him and nowhere to put it, nor anyone to talk about him to. We sort of kept our relationship a secret and none of his or my friends knew anything a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
Writing songs is easy, finding out how I want it sung is hard as shit. Should this line be screamed? Soft? Layered? This is the point where I usually give up. I play around with guitar, sometimes bass if I'm feeling suicidal, to find a simple noise and go off that. I mostly try to use free drum apps to find something for that part but I'm not a drummer. So far, my favorite song is, " Pool Sticks... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I should've done something like this for my very first blog, but I did not, so I'm doing it now and hoping some of my mutuals on here will read it :p . Soo, hi chat, my actual name is Seth, people can say my name or tag, I don't mind either. I started a page mostly to rant about music and maybe meet people who are just as passionate about music as I am. It's also sort of a journal for me... I co... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
I never got why people would say stuff like, "Oh, this artist saved me," or "This band saved my life," but I get it now. I grew up around music, but more rnb and soul music than anything. Then my aunt, thank God, introduced me to Bring Me The Horizon at age 14. Middle school me went down a rabbit whole of emo music and bands that lowkey changed my life. It's crazy to think about and cringey to sa... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
after playing guitar for maybe a year (on and off, im ass) and switching to bass i will say that i love my bass more than all of my guitars combined. the only thing that surprisingly threw me off was that my fingers aren't used to only four strings. i go to move down a string and somehow end up on the same string and its embarrassing every time. it's been 3 days but i can already see the practice... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
i accidentally closed this TWICE while writing. cunt ass keyboard so i got new picks because i lost my others. i've had about 40 maybe. idk where they go.. they just kinda vanish. i've been through a few names with the help of my brother. the first i came up with was "the midwest wildflowers: traffic cones" WHICH i though was clever no? the next two were "settle for seth" then "supper ending in h... » Continue Reading
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