I’m aware I’m a little late to the party by like 1-2 year(s) but this topic is still in the back of my mind and I don’t have any time to yap about it to my friends this week since it’s finals week also again i apologize for any grammar or spelling mistakes im dyslexic and also a trigger warning for mentions of rape and abuse Anywho, during the booktok craze and booktok hate train a year ago I was... » Continue Reading
I finally got medications for POTS and chronic headaches I’m actually so happy. My head is kinda tingly right now but I think that’s normal with Midodrine at least I hope it is. But after 3 years of suffering and being told no by my cardiologist I have finally been set free. » Continue Reading
I know this is a dangerous mindset to have but I hate being in public. I hate going to school, I hate going to church and I hate going to public events. Every time I leave my house I feel so vulnerable letting people perceive my physical appearance. I hate having a body and I hate being surrounded by other bodies. I sound really stupid right know but I think that’s because I am stupid. » Continue Reading
So i’m planning on painting a self portrait for an art competition with other schools in my region I think i’m going to do it of my hands pulling down my bottom lips as shown in the sketch below (PLEASE ignore how bad it is i’m not always that bad at drawing) in my vanity mirror with a pink and yellow background and i’ll probably do the pink a pattern of the mold in my school bathroom (last photo... » Continue Reading
I use to be Christian for a short time period and started to read the Bible (i think i started with mark?) and stopped when i realized christianity wasn’t for me but im still interested in researching christianity just as an atheist including studying the bible When I was christian i seeing people saying to study the bible in a certain way but I dont know if i should still read it a certain way o... » Continue Reading
For context, I dont label my sexuality (still am attracted to the same gender) and I dont wish to but for the sake of the rant I will call myself gay. I really fucking hate it being gay and living in a small religious town. The amount of homophobia I have to go through in a daily when I go to school is insane. I’ve had to move seats multiple times in the same class just to again end up next to pe... » Continue Reading
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