I know this is a dangerous mindset to have but I hate being in public. I hate going to school, I hate going to church and I hate going to public events. Every time I leave my house I feel so vulnerable letting people perceive my physical appearance. I hate having a body and I hate being surrounded by other bodies. I sound really stupid right know but I think that’s because I am stupid.
I wish I could just exist online
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Gabiota_Queso
You are not stupid.. You are scared, and that's okay
It's the way you defend yourself
I encourage you to find why and when your fear started ^^ cause I feeling the same sometimes.. Hope you can blog about it too!
Thank you!! You’re actually so kind and I am about to start going to counseling again so hopefully I’ll figure it out there
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Glad to hear it! Wish you well <3
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