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about meee

Category: Blogging

All About Me In 80 Questions!!!!!!  by  jasmineelliott » Continue Reading

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everyone loves me no one likes me

Category: Blogging

im so fucking tired of this shit, yes i can notice u dont like being around me, yes i know u never loved me. no , i didnt know u used me. oh?  people just seem to get more and more tired of me and im tired of myself too. i just wanted friends that show me they like me for who i am. friends who dont find me annoying crazy or boring. friends who actually like to talk to me. friends who dont just exc... » Continue Reading

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wicca

Category: Religion and Philosophy

finally found my religion!! AND MY DAD SUPPORTS ME!! :D im so happy...but so depressed- but feeling like a god...and then wanting to die. idk whats happening to me since  i started taking anti depressants....i feel like im going insane...but im fine!!!  » Continue Reading

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I came out to my dad about not feeling like a girl

Category: Life

so...i was calling with him, and i just felt like..."maybe i should tell him" so i said like "if i tell you something you wont tell mom?"  "what do you think about trans people?" and he said "i think its okay to feel like that i cant judge everyone is different" (he said something like that i dont remember very well lol my memory is terrible) and like i started crying and said like "i was scared y... » Continue Reading

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im very tired...

Category: Life

im all the time trying to make friends and new people, but who is trying to meet me? i ask them stuff, ask abt their day, if theyre okay, and i actually care. but who the fuck cares abt me? who cares whats my favorite color and what the hell i think of life? and my friends, my dear friends, only 3 of them talk to me, and i still feel so alone. idk what the hell is wrong with me, but i feel so empt... » Continue Reading

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i dont understand why poeple dont like me

Category: Blogging

like really, why? i try to be nice, i try to be funny, i try to be kind and i always care abt people, im there for them , and they never care, they just leave, they just ignore me or dont even talk to me. everything is making me feel like theres something wrong with me and im thinking about ending it all, and dont come here sayin im fucking dramatic bc spacehey is my safe space. i just wanted some... » Continue Reading

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Ive been cutting and cutting

Category: Life

im so tired like having to hide these scars from my mom bc if she finds out im dead she will take my things and my pc and i dont even have my phone bc she took it too and she wont give meit she  privicy anymore and i cant stop cutting i cant stop doing self harm im mentally ill im going insane if she takes my blade i will go insane i cant live without this » Continue Reading

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forever alone

Category: Life

i feel like i dont have anyone.   i know theres people who are there for me, but i dont want to bother them. i lie to my mom all the time. i feel like my friends dont really like me. i feel like a burden in peoples life. actually no one really likes me. idc if this seems like im attention seeking, im just so tired and need help. i cant anymore with this feeling....why do i always have to feel this... » Continue Reading

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update!!

Category: Life

Schoool started and im still grounded, but its okay. Now i can be more time with some friends, but less with others. i already miss the summer break, but im happy to be here. i hope good things will come, and i want a bf so bad, but i want the right person to come. ive been listening to more emo music and i got a mp3!!! its so cool. :) How have you been?? IM reading girl in pieces, i reallly like ... » Continue Reading

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im just so tired of being a problem

Category: Life

since i was a kid i created mess and fights. no one really liked me. i was a stupid sensetive kid who didnt felt safe at home because their parents were always  fighting. my dad regrets it , he regrets had marry my mother. does he regret having me and my brother too?  my mom...she always hurted me. but it was my fault, isnt it? i made her do it. i created all the trauma to myself.  and now, i keep... » Continue Reading

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idk, really

Category: Blogging

im so depressed rn, and idk what to say or do my mom says i dont do anything i cant do things right or help anyone... i feel useless and sad unfair sometimes i think about death im afraid of death, but a part of me wants it to happen, right now i feel umconfortable with my own life. i feel....idk how to say but this feeling i feel about myself, i remember feeling it before and wishing "please go a... » Continue Reading

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