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"im living, quietly bleeding"
he/they pansexual
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Category: Life
were teenagers, we should be having fun , not depressed locked in our rooms, not worrying if our friends will be alive the next day, were teenagers, why are we dying? i really dont know what to think about life or God anymore, i feel like im loosing my faith, like im letting everyone down, disappointing people, i want to cut myself, i want to die, but i want to live. i feel so alone, but all of u... » Continue Reading
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im all the time trying to make friends and new people, but who is trying to meet me? i ask them stuff, ask abt their day, if theyre okay, and i actually care. but who the fuck cares abt me? who cares whats my favorite color and what the hell i think of life? and my friends, my dear friends, only 3 of them talk to me, and i still feel so alone. idk what the hell is wrong with me, but i feel so empt... » Continue Reading
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like really, why? i try to be nice, i try to be funny, i try to be kind and i always care abt people, im there for them , and they never care, they just leave, they just ignore me or dont even talk to me. everything is making me feel like theres something wrong with me and im thinking about ending it all, and dont come here sayin im fucking dramatic bc spacehey is my safe space. i just wanted some... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im so tired like having to hide these scars from my mom bc if she finds out im dead she will take my things and my pc and i dont even have my phone bc she took it too and she wont give meit she privicy anymore and i cant stop cutting i cant stop doing self harm im mentally ill im going insane if she takes my blade i will go insane i cant live without this » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i feel like i dont have anyone. i know theres people who are there for me, but i dont want to bother them. i lie to my mom all the time. i feel like my friends dont really like me. i feel like a burden in peoples life. actually no one really likes me. idc if this seems like im attention seeking, im just so tired and need help. i cant anymore with this feeling....why do i always have to feel this... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Schoool started and im still grounded, but its okay. Now i can be more time with some friends, but less with others. i already miss the summer break, but im happy to be here. i hope good things will come, and i want a bf so bad, but i want the right person to come. ive been listening to more emo music and i got a mp3!!! its so cool. :) How have you been?? IM reading girl in pieces, i reallly like ... » Continue Reading
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since i was a kid i created mess and fights. no one really liked me. i was a stupid sensetive kid who didnt felt safe at home because their parents were always fighting. my dad regrets it , he regrets had marry my mother. does he regret having me and my brother too? my mom...she always hurted me. but it was my fault, isnt it? i made her do it. i created all the trauma to myself. and now, i keep... » Continue Reading
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im so depressed rn, and idk what to say or do my mom says i dont do anything i cant do things right or help anyone... i feel useless and sad unfair sometimes i think about death im afraid of death, but a part of me wants it to happen, right now i feel umconfortable with my own life. i feel....idk how to say but this feeling i feel about myself, i remember feeling it before and wishing "please go a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
YOU LIED this whole time...it was you stabbing me behind my back WHY? WHO TOLD YOU YOU COULD DECIDE THINGS FOR ME? "hes manipulating you" but then it was you after all. this whole time. i trusted you, and i cant believe you did this to me. i dont know how i feel. » Continue Reading
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well, my mom took my phone again and said i can only use it 2 hours in the day, but i dont like this. i feel like i have no privicy. i just wanna talk to my friends and do silly stuff....Anyways yesterday i saw a "friend" i really like (btw i dont have a bf anymore) and we maked out shshshshsh hes so cute fr i miss my best friend i hope hes okay. i hate being gtounded, i hate ythis. i just wante... » Continue Reading
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Im so tired if i have fun it never lasts and then i feel like shit again and now its summer and i hate summer its always shit depressive and i dont have anything to do and things seem to turn into hell and i cant talk to my boyfriend or have my phone and i really want to kill myself and i just feel so horrible. » Continue Reading