Getting things together for a weekend of ghosts and creepy walks in the woods to some abandoned building, basically runs at this point, thankfully on public land so I'll be taking my time while visiting. Pretty excited. » Continue Reading
Needing a long bath with bubbles, dark music and candles, a coffee. I feel so exhausted and tense. There is just a fat aching weight in my brain and I'm trying so hard to fight it. It's just all blown up from all the chaos my brain is used to lol. -Ash. » Continue Reading
Been watching Buffy lately after not watching it for a while, I read some of the books and have the last season comic, character voice over. Favorite characters are 1. Giles 2. Drucilla 3. Dawn » Continue Reading
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bored!!! >, < I need friends to talk to and help me not rot all day staring at my damn ceiling!! I don't mind if you're older or whatever » Continue Reading
Finally sitting down after a long day of house chores and getting hyper focused into my hobbies again. I cleaned my water snails tank, baked bread, worked out, watched Buffy, and took a nice bath and now I can binge the internet and then crawl into bed with my book. Today isn't all bad I suppose. » Continue Reading
It's gotten bad again, I've been battling this damn mental illness for decades, sometimes the melancholy feels almost to familiar, like a boring paint color that you're stuck seeing everywhere, all the time, never ending. I've tried picking up hobbies but they always get boxed up and put away eventually, and sometimes I come back to them but mostly they jus » Continue Reading
It was a fun spiritual trip in the deep woods of New Hampshire in the northeastern United States. It was chilly but also cozy in my cot with my dog beside me cuddling. I had a cooktop and a portable battery for making meals and tons and tons of coffee. » Continue Reading