turned into my blog's revamp! i fear my aesthetic or layout ideas will change every five days considering i'm a unhealthy mix of a minimalist and maximalist, so it's always gonna be under construction. but i literally and accidentally neglected a LOT of messages and comments as a result because my OCD makes me only focus at one thing at a time, and i deeply apologize for that! :( but i think it lo... » Continue Reading
https://youtu.be/cW5ueE2vUm0?si=suk5STNlQo_-OaI2 especially rose colored boy! so recently i found out my ex finally decided to block me. now i really don't have feelings nor care about him at ALL anymore, but i have a narcissistic tendency of thinking i am so great and amazing that i will make people regret losing me if they leave me. so him blocking me made me angry because it made me feel like i... » Continue Reading
...is i would say because my parents are leaving but all my friends went back to college and the ones still here are touring in connecticut rn for their band ugh. i do wanna party tho...any of you partiers bc i am getting fomo ever since taking a gap year. anyways i updated my blog, i think it looks pretty cool now...hopefully! maybe a little too much but whatever it's cute to me! jaded jagger xox... » Continue Reading
i won't lie i am going to become a sappy serious mess but i need to get it out. so i struggle with severe OCD, more specifically tourettic OCD, and for the past week i have had the worst tic attack of my life and idk what to do. like i was just fine and able to function two weeks ago! and now i can't do anything without violently twitching, rolling my eyes when i don't even want to, making weird n... » Continue Reading
my love for this site recently got ruined a little... and that is THANKS to me deciding to make my own blinkies/graphics on here. like for something fun it sucks the soul out of you, especially when you apparently need to buy adobe photoshop just to make certain things work like what you MEAN i need to buy software for 20 SOMETHING DOLLARS JUST TO MAKE A SIMPLE BLINKIE??????? the most i can do is... » Continue Reading
HEYA i went MIA on this app self-admittedly, and i won't even...it was thanks to wanting to fit in so bad! but then i realized i could NEVER do that! so i attempted and dropped out of college...oops. whatever they were full of lames anyways. so i am back at home and teaching myself new things. who knows? maybe my ADHD will remember to write on here again. i never know! do you ever know? who ever r... » Continue Reading
i had promised myself to like, never abandon this site. but not only did i get roped and TRICKED into a month long vacation in the middle of NOWHERE(...cape cod...massachusetts), but we had no FUCKING internet!!! FUCK YOU DAD! but the best realization happened while there like ya know when you FINALLY break free from some guy you have been down bad for and realize he’s just a fucking LOSER?? » Continue Reading
y'know, sometimes i think i am made out to be a secret whether people were ashamed to be seen with the fattie/hyper kid, idk but i do sososomuch for my bestie and yet i feel as though she is ashamed of me like why do u not want me at your graduation??? it is like i am a secret and i hate it bc i know she does not mean it like that but i feel she'll be mad if i communicate this to her but idk i jus... » Continue Reading
lol, guess who made the dean's list...again? YUR that is right miss girlie right here did and i am not shocked! except i hate my parents gloating abt it. like i am lucky they are supportive, but i never know what 2 say when ppl in general congratulate me i can be 2 cocky abt it, or i can be polite and say "thank u" ANYWAYS 2day was soooo refreshing not only is my mom able to drive again after her ... » Continue Reading