"I'm flying in the clouds"
150 лет, Russia
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I want to shout out loud to the whole world about his beauty, I want everyone to know how wonderful he is, sweet, smart... beautiful. Every day I think of him, and every day I realize that another day has been wasted. I wake up with the thought that today I'll see you somewhere... on the street, in social networks, but every day there's nothing. Do you exist? If so, please show yourself to me, giv... » Continue Reading
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Elya (my sister) is talking about moving in with Vadim, and that I could come see the apartment afterwards. I would also like to invite her... to have her see Yan's apartment, a beautiful, bright one... but unfortunately, there is no apartment, just as there is no Yan. She says she really likes Vadim, that he has a beautiful smile. I want to be able to say that too... about you, Yan. But you don't... » Continue Reading
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I don't know what to do. About a week ago, I almost ended my life. There were a few people nearby who stopped me. I was walking home at five in the morning, and I felt good—really good, and calm. I realized that I want to live. I want to go for walks. I want to do things. I thought, "Finally, it's getting better." But alas, no. I'm about to start my first job soon. I don't want to see people. I do... » Continue Reading
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Someone talk to me, I feel isolated, I don't feel anything, I want to cry but I can't, it's terribly terrible. » Continue Reading
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I think I'm starting to lose control of the situation, but I can't say that I don't like it, I've almost come to terms with what's happening, but I'm still not calm. There are 8 billion people on earth... are you really not there? I don't want to believe it. Everything I do in life won't lead me to you, but I can't finish everything, something keeps me here, and I want it to be you. I just have a... » Continue Reading
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This evening I wanted to kill myself, but something stopped me, I don't know, a healthy thought or weakness » Continue Reading
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I lasted 38 days without causing any harm but this very night i carved his name on my leg » Continue Reading
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Hello internet. I don't know if anyone will see this, but I hope someone who understands will see it. This is a strange, sad and funny story at the same time, it will be written through a translator, since I do not speak English. Something might not sound as it should, I've warned you, thank you. I just want to share this because it's been bothering me for 4 years now. (I'm 18 now) I want to hear ... » Continue Reading
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