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""Doctor, I can't tell if I'm not me""

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do i have a drug problem quiz buzzfeed dot com

Category: Life

i cannot exist for one second without being on something. but ig it doesn't matter bc it's not like i was gonna be some genius or celebrity later on in life. so i can destroy my brain in peace ^_^ » Continue Reading

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love video calls w friends

Category: Life

ok not friends PLURAL bc one of them ISNT FUCKING RESPONDING TO MY TEXTS. probably hanging out w her stupid fucking boyfriend..... but anyways i » Continue Reading

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I want her back in my life (sort of?)

Category: Life

after a history of jealousy, rejected love and SH threats, i finally added her back.  I did her so dirty because I loved her. i unadded her on everything, avoided her irl, and hated on all her friends. Now I'm asking forgiveness on Snap. The only part that scares me is maybe being her friend again. I love her laugh, I love her sense of humor, i still love her a bit deep down inside (well, maybe mo... » Continue Reading

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I think I should quit DPH

Category: Life

Its frying my brain and I think I'm starting to get addicted. Better stop now before i'm actually an addict » Continue Reading

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Life

Category: Life

i just took 26 benadryl » Continue Reading

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we're not FUCKING MOVING

Category: Life

AGAIN. I GOTTA BE STUCK IN A SHITTY LITTLE TRAILER FOR EVEN LONGER........ but. on the bright side. i made a cool new friend who has a car so we can go do nefarious shit together maybe » Continue Reading

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so i guess i'm not offing myself just yet

Category: Life

bc life is actually looking up a bit. we're moving to another town into a real house instead of a trailer, where i'll finally have my own room. i'm also getting let  out of the nuthouse sometime this month. yippee » Continue Reading

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life is crazy and love is embarrassing

Category: Life

it's wild that i'm only 17 and have already had so much happen to me, i couldn't imagine being an adult with even more stories to tell. it's no wonder old people always want to rant about the "good old days". i jsut think it's crazy that i've only (already?) spent 17 years on this planet and already had the experiences an adult would have. being a teen is weird too » Continue Reading

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NOTHING.

Category: Life

TAKES. AWAY. THE. PAIN. » Continue Reading

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prophecy??

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

i had a nightmare last night where I learned that Markiplier died. Throughout the dream I kept bringing up how excited I was for Mark's new video, to which the person I was talking to would respond with "Markiplier died 7 years ago dude didn't you hear" and I'd be like "WHAT???? HE DID?????". Rinse and repeat. I hope this isn't like a sign that he's actually gonna die lol » Continue Reading

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