i cannot exist for one second without being on something. but ig it doesn't matter bc it's not like i was gonna be some genius or celebrity later on in life. so i can destroy my brain in peace ^_^ » Continue Reading
ok not friends PLURAL bc one of them ISNT FUCKING RESPONDING TO MY TEXTS. probably hanging out w her stupid fucking boyfriend..... but anyways i » Continue Reading
after a history of jealousy, rejected love and SH threats, i finally added her back. I did her so dirty because I loved her. i unadded her on everything, avoided her irl, and hated on all her friends. Now I'm asking forgiveness on Snap. The only part that scares me is maybe being her friend again. I love her laugh, I love her sense of humor, i still love her a bit deep down inside (well, maybe mo... » Continue Reading
AGAIN. I GOTTA BE STUCK IN A SHITTY LITTLE TRAILER FOR EVEN LONGER........ but. on the bright side. i made a cool new friend who has a car so we can go do nefarious shit together maybe » Continue Reading
bc life is actually looking up a bit. we're moving to another town into a real house instead of a trailer, where i'll finally have my own room. i'm also getting let out of the nuthouse sometime this month. yippee » Continue Reading
it's wild that i'm only 17 and have already had so much happen to me, i couldn't imagine being an adult with even more stories to tell. it's no wonder old people always want to rant about the "good old days". i jsut think it's crazy that i've only (already?) spent 17 years on this planet and already had the experiences an adult would have. being a teen is weird too » Continue Reading
i had a nightmare last night where I learned that Markiplier died. Throughout the dream I kept bringing up how excited I was for Mark's new video, to which the person I was talking to would respond with "Markiplier died 7 years ago dude didn't you hear" and I'd be like "WHAT???? HE DID?????". Rinse and repeat. I hope this isn't like a sign that he's actually gonna die lol » Continue Reading