There is this person I want to be. There is so much beauty in her, but I can't help but feel deceived. Every day is the same routine. The days are getting longer, in this place made for me. It wasn't your looks or you're pretty face. It was the way you light up the room with every pace. The way you made me feel will forever have first place. I see these beautiful things and can't help but think of... » Continue Reading
I have sat in this bed warm and open, like arms that won't let go. maybe it only stays because I can't let it go. I hold desperately. 'Please stay' I plead. It did. Through every memory. I replay the memories. When I was with you it was always right. Then I left... My goodbye not long enough. Holding the things you gave me; they took them away. 11 other girls and yet I had never felt so alone. I ... » Continue Reading