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do you even love me?

Category: Life

every time i think its going good, i just have to fucking mess it up. i thought we were doing great. and then it started to worsen. she talks to me less, and sometimes only if she needs to keep up her streak. FUCK THE “STREAK.” I AM NOT A FUCKING DAILY REWARD. I AM NOT A FUCKING TOY. if you’re going to talk to me, talk to me because you want to. NOT BECAUSE, YOU FUCKING NEED TOO. fucking hell man ... » Continue Reading

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death seems nice

Category: Life

i feel like im boring. i dont shout like my other friends, or cause drama. i just, wanna talk. but nobody’s there for me. except my gf, but i always talk to her. nobody takes things seriously, and the only point of school to them is to laugh. and what am i? i feel like im just a downer.  thinking in the shower is one of my favourite things to do. what do i think of? anything. today it was;  “do i ... » Continue Reading

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floating endlessly in space

Category: Life

rewinding back to the last post, our relationship has started to work its way back up again. but, its different. she pushes me around more. like, slamming into my shoulder. i guess i dont really mind her hitting me and pushing me. its for her anyways. i cant lose her. and, maybe shes still mad at me. plus, ive seen her act towards her friends that way. itll go away. plus, her friends act bad towar... » Continue Reading

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why?

Category: Romance and Relationships

why? is the question im asking. i just needed somewhere to empty my thoughts out, and i remembered this.  i did everything for you and even got us necklaces. its just a little bump in our relationship. its not the end of it. i didnt hit you, or even insult you. but no, you just have to get your friends involved. i just cant fucking do this.  my last relationship was dogshit, probably because it en... » Continue Reading

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