floating endlessly in space

rewinding back to the last post, our relationship has started to work its way back up again. but, its different. she pushes me around more. like, slamming into my shoulder. i guess i dont really mind her hitting me and pushing me. its for her anyways. i cant lose her. and, maybe shes still mad at me. plus, ive seen her act towards her friends that way. itll go away. plus, her friends act bad towards me too. they’ve been telling her to break up with me. maybe, they're right. but, im not breaking up with her now. not after we just recovered.

act two

life, from my perspective, is tiring. as a 13 year old who gets 2 tons of homework each day, its tiring. “due on wednesday, due on thursday.” it doesnt even matter. when am i ever going to need to remember the presidents? i dont. but, from what ive heard, its for discipline. for future jobs. and to make my parents happy. whatever.