ik no one reads these but idc! this is mostly for me anyway anyway, i got a job recently and its really good so far! the people are nice and there's one lady i really like. shes really cool! in my last blog i said how i felt lonely all the time. i still feel lonely at times BUT its getting better. im making it a point to talk to my friends, even if its for a couple minutes. im starting to even br... » Continue Reading
i feel like such a loser sometimes. like i love my friends but sometimes i feel like i dont have any, and that im alone. i feel like im just a big bother to everyone. i wanna be this cool,fun,pretty person but i don't feel like any of that. i want people to like me and to think of me sometimes. i hate big groups bc i just dont talk, and i watch. im tired of watching and feeling like a ghost. i fee... » Continue Reading
why is everything so flipping expensive now. like i just wanna go out w my gf and hang out but where we wanna go is sm money!!! like whatttttt. and like don't even get me started on the future w buying a house or even getting MARRIED!!!!11!! like i want to enjoy myself but things are so expensive!!! i need a job bruhhhh :/ » Continue Reading
i love buying my gf food and stuff. it makes me so happy when i buy her stuff i love doing it. she gets so happy and i love seeing that look on her face :))) » Continue Reading