a couple days ago i flipped a coin with everything on the line recently a lot has happened, and its a lot to type so ill try to paraphrase. in the past two (maybe 3) months, i got a 22 thousand dollar scholarship to one my favorite schools, Alabama A&M i found out that my girlfriend of 17-or so months cheated on me, got drunk and left my house to which my mother found out, and made two new friend... » Continue Reading
The worst thing that I’ve been confronted with recently is that life will only get worse way before it’s better. As of right now I am a young senior and life is more stress full than it has ever been before, with me practicing honing my musicianship and balancing my personal relationships on top of everything else, it’s truly a challenge. Im not truly happy in my relationship. The arguments have b... » Continue Reading
i woke up in a field. it had green grass as if it was sunny but the sky was dark, grim. it makes your gut clench. the feeling in your feet scream at you to run but you cant. your soul is drawn to where you lie. "WHAT DO YOU LONG FOR?" a voice from the sky asked, perhaps a god "to be born anew" i said back, in a small cowering voice without thought. asking for this made me feel terrible. i dont kn... » Continue Reading