Not quite what I usually post, but this counts as writing. I had a very strange Epiphany a few hours ago that locked me in a state that made me both happy and scared. At 8 o'clock, I rushed out of my house to buy red pens, because nothing else seemed fitting; and then I wrote the following! I am planning to make some of this into a shirt, sticker, or patch of some sort. I need to get this thought ... » Continue Reading
Every day I become more aware of how unnecessarily difficult it is to be heartfelt. I enjoy having heartfelt conversations with the people I trust, and yet it takes conscious control to let this sincerity linger instead of sliding down into a joke or a change of topic. Both of these progressions can be reached without losing sincerity, and yet oftentimes they are made to escape from it, instead of... » Continue Reading
I hope to write this as coherently as I can while being slightly sleep deprived and very eager to just get my thoughts out there. This entry is just a scream from my soul. Also, I'm not putting this into the Movies and TV category because despite how much I talk about Superman, it's not about that. Blog slop, but it's from my heart » Continue Reading
The human body is an oxymoron. It's durable but fragile, it seems so different from all other organisms, and yet it is shockingly similar. It combines both the spiritual and worldly aspects of human existence. The body remains a vessel to the mind without which it cannot function, which disproves the separation that's often made between the mind and the body. It might come from the fact that the m... » Continue Reading
I don't think you are ever truly alone. People feel alone all the time, but the human mind will never let you be truly alone. Even if you have internet access you are already not truly alone. Even by hearing someone's voice or seeing someone's face, or even reading text someone else wrote you feel an illusion of actually being with that person. In a way, at least. It's not total isolation, despit... » Continue Reading
Disclaimer!! I am not a professional on the matter, and I think my opinion could possibly change if I acquainted myself with the scripture of different religions more. This is just something I've been thinking about! I've always seen God as something symbolic, not literal. Even though I was pretty far gone into Russian Orthodox Christianity as a kid--voluntarily, may I add--I never believed that G... » Continue Reading
Loud noises and a sea of people are both amazing ways for a person to separate from their own Self. The latter is more well-known for having this effect, so much so that it even gained its own word - deindividuation. This term describes the loss of one's own self-awareness and sense of self in a big group of people, sort of merging minds with everyone around them. This is a more extreme versio... » Continue Reading
I want to start posting here, and I want to start this blog off by throwing out something I've been thinking about a lot lately. It's a nifty thing, to be able to write long texts on this site. Last month, probably somewhere towards the end, I bought a little notebook to start keeping a diary. I have a lot of thoughts that I constantly need to air out, but I don't want to write paragraphs to other... » Continue Reading