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I'm 19 turning 20 this year. I went on sites I used to go to as kids. I don't know what to do with my life with my time. I used to be so much happier but I'm anchoring myself to not be. I remember connecting with people so easily, having optimism in others. I dont wanna lose my soul idk » Continue Reading
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i feel like i should never have loved i should never have cared, and its all repeating family dynamic again. yk none will ever love you unconditionally, it doesnt exist, its a fairy tale and its a hard pill to swallow. i am disillusioned by love and i hate that i have been made to need it. im being selfish i know but i thought she would understand me i thought she would not hate any part of me but... » Continue Reading
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i think i am incapable of love, or maybe i dont recognize that i do. i feel like i am dead inside, like a robot. I sometimes feel full of life and wonder and joy, but rn i feel just empty, like i usually am. people think im cold and they can probably sense a sort of "disunion" from me. I dont want anyone to interfere with my business and i wont interfere with theirs. i lived with that mindset, bu... » Continue Reading
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none in the world cares about me, i feel empty and dreadful on the inside. but i have to keep going, for the things i believe myself to be and things i believe in. even if none cares i need to live on and stay determined, things can get better. im so alone. it used to be okayish but its so unbearable. my friends ostracized me, i cannot blame them as they do not understand me. my family is evil. i ... » Continue Reading
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Gonna start of with this is a more of sharing a personal experience with the internet (screaming into the void) and not a heavy academic analysis or such. anyways, AFTER reading the books of these two I conclude that Epictetus's solution is what was missing in my own and Nietzsche's conundrum. I feel like philosophy book likes to repeat itself in different ways. What does Nietzsche seek? to become... » Continue Reading
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Who else do fine studying at their own pace, but when like you're required to memorize under time crunch it just becomes horrible. I hate academia, it is a plague on human ingenuity. » Continue Reading
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