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none in the world cares about me, i feel empty and dreadful on the inside. but i have to keep going, for the things i believe myself to be and things i believe in. even if none cares i need to live on and stay determined, things can get better.
im so alone. it used to be okayish but its so unbearable. my friends ostracized me, i cannot blame them as they do not understand me. my family is evil. i have none but my online relationship. i feel as if i am on an impasse in life.
but i dont want to believe that. so what if i am entirely alone and misunderstood? I act and be on what i believe is right, and hope is righteous. i cannot sit around and mope. i have dreams and i have people who expect things from me.
to be loved you cannot fail can you? she doesn't even care, i mean i am not unsurprised, i should have known but i blinded myself. my uni friend group pretends to be my friend but i can see their disgust and uncomfortableness. i should never have been involved with anyone.
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ech0gek0
oh man. the first part is horrifically accurate to how i'm feeling rn. i can't really give any good advice other than to keep going and that just so you know, i feel similar as well. so your not alone. but that doesn't really fix anything does it?
one day, i hope everything will be okay again. hopefully you will be too
thank you ,it means alot that atleast someone has gone through what im going through
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Bush
Genuine question why would you vent here
y not?
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